Dream come true not always make you happy

okay i just wanna share my story, dream come true , you know when you hear about that, pastinya akan berakhir happy ending, but not for me, my dream come true him like me, the boys i waited him for 1 years like me too, but i feel nothing, flat and pain, bisa dibilang nggak ada rasa cinta, im so comfortable if him is my friend not my boyfriend. i try so many time to love him, but everything is failed. i cant love him, i like him cz him handsome and funny, but in my my heart i not love him,
you know, i think my heart wont move its incomplete, you i the type girl really hard to move on and forget something, bukannya gimana somany handsome boys in this world but only one boy make you fall, i dont know who the boys but i hope i found him in 2013, kita nggak nisa terus ngebohongi diri kita, i just cant live a lie anymore, whatever everyone say you sstupid because i broke up with the handsome boy i waited for 1 one years, i dont care, because i not love him..
its not easy to be me...
i know i not understand with my heart, :"''